✂️ah..you've reached my most vulnerable space. i'm hoping that writing this out will be thereputic.
- this is where i'll talk about my ocd and bipolar like symptoms
- this is where i'll talk about my struggles with my physical health
‼️ under her is where i'll talk about my csa. take heed in all that means
at what point, at over 10 years later, do you go ''i'm over it, there's no point opening old wounds'' but also, the consequences of those actions still haunt my being. will i learn anythin new by writing it down? i've told it countless times to strangers in evaluation rooms, but the burden of the conversation is always left behind after my file is closed shut.
is there shame in just typing a string of words out in my own private website? tiptoeing and hinting and wearing the blanket of symbolism and implication through art all these years.
i was molested. my brain and dreams seem intent on proving i was raped, which i find unlikely, but whether i was or not is not relevent to the validity and depth of my trauma